"Reduce rapidly - far too fast"

I was called pathetic by the nurse prescriber when they suggested I that reduce rapidly from 30 ml to zero in a way that I thought was far too fast. I had been pressured by the same prescriber before and it failed horribly, since I reduced to 16 ml at 2ml each week.

This caused me start using again after a successful stint of abstinence. Further to this my experience with said prescriber has been very anxiety inducing, and I feel they have used my prescription as a a weapon, though to what end, I do not know.

I just feel that for whatever reasons, they have treated me unreasonably, despite fairly good progress regards treatment (having not used for over year, even 18 months).