"I have suffered from panic attacks and depresssion"

I have suffered from panic attacks and depresssion on and off for years i will admit I took to drinking to remain calm.

I had blood tests which said I had to cut down, I tried drastictly and ended up having a fit while staying at a friends.

Whilst in hospital I was so annoyed that my friend was told if I carried on I would be dead within a year but my partner and was not even asked who they were when they came to see me.

This was at queens hospital and I was given so much medication I thought I was dreaming and had to get out of there, I was abusive to a lot of people which is not me it was the medication, too much.