"Traumatized for life after giving birth at wexham"

I was in the labour unit and the midwife I had was so rude to me when I was having severe contractions and was at my most vulnerable. They gave me an internal examination when I was 8cm dilated and was so rough. I begged them to stop and they didn't, they then rolled their eyes at me and got annoyed when I couldn't relax after giving birth when I was being stitched up. Then 3 days later I had to come back to the hospital cause the midwives did not check properly and I still had half my placenta left inside me.. The consultant wasn't happy. I'm put off having anymore children and am trying to get over a horrible infection with strong antibiotics. The only staff I would trust at that the hospital are the consultants which are amazing. I live in fear that I have to go back to Wexham in the future.