"mental health"

I used to think the NHS in Wales was bad until I came here, don't get me wrong some of the staff are lovely but on the whole I have never seen such patronising arrogant people in my life.The security team are naive, it's almost like they're on a power trip, the police hospital lol. You get told your going to see someone soon,then get transferred to hear that actually it isn't going to happen, I would love to see an undercover reporter to film the state of this hospital, no beds ? But plenty available in the corridor ? As I explained to the nurse that I got raped last year, their reply was deal with it in my own time ? Was I a difficult patient, well yes I have BPD but surely it would be better not to antagonise me or patronise me. As for the mental health team, wow , you go in,eventually they see you, they say they won't speak to you until your sober ( I agree) but then wake you up, still half drunk slightly confused.... But as they can't be arsed there going to do a quick fix.... Now it's am and yes alert and able to communicate, you say I'm ill and there is something wrong with me,what do I get told ? I've already been seen and then told I need to take responsibility, well yes I have that's why I drink and that's why I despise myself.... I go to my local GP to be told that I was verbally aggressive ? tell me what constitutes verbally aggressive? Did I swear ? No Im just factual..... I say what I think....